We got good news at work that the Belarusian company wants to move forward with us! So I’m currently the talk of the office and held up as example of how everyone can bring in business no matter what position they’re in! Telling them that it’s very much down to who I know not what I know is really going to spoil the image. Anyway, we went out for a drink to celebrate, and I ended up talking to Jo and a couple of the other directors, and somehow my dream of getting into offshore tax accounting feels a step closer.

When I got home I messaged Ana to say thanks for whatever she did, and she said she didn’t really do much except mention my name and that I was highly recommended, and that I could thank her properly next time I saw her. I was feeling both tipsy from drinks and flirty from not having had any kind of sex for weeks so I asked how I should thank her and she said she’d think of something that we’d both enjoy. So now I’m not sure I’ll be able to sleep.

Maybe it’s too late to worry about who’s seeing photos of me, but I am a bit nervous about them finding their way back to work somehow. There’s no point asking Elise to take them off of her pub’s Facebook page now because they’ve been copied to other sites. But I am wondering if I should pull out of my repeat performance at the end of this month.

I managed to embarrass myself at work today by accidentally calling Ha “Mistress Ha” in front of Jo. It’s not like I even have to now, since I’m not living with them, but it became habit in just those few days. I pretended it was a joke because she was so bossy, which is kind of true.

And I’m still tidying up after builders when I get home. There’s dust everywhere!

Ha said today that she and Lily were missing me being around the place. It was a nice (fun) week with them, but I still like my own space, although I didn’t say it quite like that to Ha.

I had Pilates this evening, and then when I got back home I had a message from ENFBoyfriend. He said he didn’t know if I’d seen, but there were some new photos of me up and posted the link. I was dreading what it was and it turned out to be from my night of cabaret stripping at Elise’s pub! There was a picture of me and her, with me just wearing the c-string and nipple pasties, and the same with me and Mel, and then a couple of scenes of the pub with everyone dressed up and me looking like I was naked, unless you looked really closely. Underneath one of them was a link to Facebook, and it was the page for the pub. I never realised Elise was going to put some of those photos up publicly! I mean, I guess I should have thought about it, but it feels too close to being able to identify me now.

I’m wondering why I just don’t upload everything now and give in. At least I’d know where I was, and it would lift my curse (which is how I’m beginning to think of Mel’s celibacy restriction).

I haven’t replied to the message yet.

Lunch with Ana didn’t happen last week but it did spontaneously today, and I have to say I felt kind of weird to start with. I mean, we’ve been intimate in ways of not been with anyone, let alone another woman, but that’s always been with Mark around. I wasn’t sure how to act and I felt really tight.

But she seemed totally fine as if it was just the most normal thing in the world, and I just had to ask: how do I fit in with her and Mark? She smiled and asked me if it was my first polyamorous relationship, and I said I didn’t even know that’s what it was. She said it wasn’t officially, but that Mark liked me, and I liked Mark, and she liked me, and she hoped I liked her. I said I liked her quite a lot, and not just because of the fun we’ve had. I couldn’t help but wonder why Sarah still doesn’t but still: some people just don’t click.

But then I got a bit more explanation of it all, and a promise to talk some more. But she said we weren’t committed, so if I wanted to see people that would be fine too (although I’ve no idea who I’d see), but they would both like to have me over at their place again, and Mark said he had a great time at mine and Ana said maybe the two of us could have a girl’s night out sometime. I’ve got no idea whether I’m coming or going now but it was a hotter conversation than I’m used to over lunch and it made it hard to concentrate for the afternoon.

I mentioned the Belarusian company that had come into the office and she said she’d reminded them about me, and not to worry it was from the first (clothed) event and not the second (naked) one so my secret was safe. At least that’s one less thing to think about.

I wonder if I’m in trouble because Mel cancelled this evening on me. It was my turn to help her rather than a coaching session so I guess her loss.

The good part of that is that I still had a lot to do at home to tidy up after the builders. It’s quite a change going from being nude for a long period of time at Ha and Lily’s to actually being clothed all day today, both at work and whilst cleaning, because it turns out that a layer of fabric between yourself and both dirt and strong cleaning products is a useful thing.

Dinner wasn’t what I’d expected, because the guests turned out to be Sarah, George and Mel! I don’t think they’re trying to set me up with Mel because they must know she has a boyfriend even if they don’t know about everything else.

George, as usual, tried not to stare at me but didn’t manage. Sarah was her usual outrageous self, and Mel is always quieter in these group gatherings than when I see her alone. And at some point Ha brought up the life coaching, and Mel said I’d been coming over there on Mondays for life coaching once week and helping out with accounts and other things the next. Ha and Lily both glanced at my wrists when “Monday” was mentioned, even though they’re not red even a few hours later, and I realised that they were putting things together in their mind. Mel is discreet, though, I’ll give her that.

But Ha is very much not discreet and mentioned Mark and Ana, and Mel said she’d heard about Mark but not Ana, and I got the feeling I was going to have a much harder session with her next time for not telling her the whole story. Sarah found it hilarious and said she thought I was interested in Mark and I’d be way better for him than Ana, who she doesn’t like, but if I can have them both then that’s up to me.

I tell you what: having everyone talk about your relationships and find out all the pieces that only some of them knew is more embarrassing than any amount of nakedness.

Apart from that it was a nice evening, though, and I kind of forgot I was naked most of the time, which is sometimes good and sometimes a shame.

This morning I spent my last breakfast nude with Ha and Lily, and then they helped me bring my stuff over. The builders have gone but the place is a tip and I’ve just been tidying all day and there’s still more to do.

That was one weird night out. I was nervous the whole afternoon at work, wondering what Ha had in store for me, and really she didn’t disappoint. Although it could have been worse, I guess.

Soon after 5:30 she took me off to the bathrooms and we crammed into the disabled cubicle and she made me get undressed and then put all of my clothes into her bag. I was worried that would be the end of it but she pulled out this tiny pleated skirt with a little belt and a buckle at the side. It was much shorter than I’m used to wearing without underwear, and it didn’t wrap all the way around but the fabric overlapped at the thigh so it didn’t ever quite develop a full side split.

But worse was to come, because then she pulled out two long pieces of thicker fabric with hooks on each end and attached one end of each to little hooks on the skirt at the back, dropped them over my bare shoulders and then attached the other end to the front and I realised they were a pair of braces. She rearranged the length and then carefully placed them to cover my nipples before tightening them a bit more. Now I don’t have the biggest nipples around, but they barely covered them, and I was pretty sure if I moved at all then at least something would pop out.

I asked her if that was it and she nodded. I said I couldn’t go out like that and she said I didn’t have any choice because I had to do what my mistress said. I told her we weren’t at her place now and she said it didn’t matter because the rules hadn’t said that they only applied indoors but just for the duration of my stay. I felt like I couldn’t complain, and since Ha handed my jacket back to me it didn’t feel too bad. If it was just our little secret then I could cope.

We went out for dinner first and met up with Lily, and I got to keep my jacket on, but then it was on to a club and I could tell just from the way it was done up that it was, shall we say, very “female friendly”. There may have been some hetrosexual women there (along with me) but it was very much a minority.

Ha took us straight to the cloakroom and said “you’ll get hot in there so leave your coat”, and I was about to complain when she just stared at me like “you have to do this”. The woman behind the desk gave me a good stare as I took my jacket off, and I looked down to see, inevitably, that one nipple had poked out of the side of the brace that was supposed to be covering it. I readjusted, tried to smile, and we went inside.

It seemed like Lily and Ha knew half the people there too, and I was introduced to everybody. And I was complimented on my outfit A LOT. I kept having to check that I was covering both nipples and with the short skirt I felt like I was wearing next to nothing anyway. I guess I was wearing next to nothing.

Then I almost jumped out of my skin when I felt a hand slip around my waist and a “hi” from beside me. I turned and saw Elise smiling at me. Ha and Lily both gave each other a look which could have meant anything, and I was too surprised to respond properly but asked Elise how come she wasn’t working, because I would have thought the pub would need her on a Friday night. She said she has a deputy manager who works weekdays, and runs the place on her own on Friday so she can have one night off. Then I had to introduce everyone… and then it got worse because Ha asked how Elise knew me, and then Elise said “Because the lovely Kate has performed at one of my cabaret nights”, and I felt like my whole other life was suddenly being exposed.

But at least I didn’t have to explain because Elise did, and I said I’d been seeing Mel for a bit of life-coaching (but didn’t mention the rest), and she said it would be good for me. And then it got all kinds of worse when Elise said Ha and Lily should come to the next one at the end of May when I’m performing again, and oh how I wished I wasn’t doing that now.

The pair of them were finding this so entertaining that I think it made their night, and all the while Elise was just stood there with her arm around my waist like we’d been friends for years. Then I felt her other hand touch my front, but she was just adjusting one of the braces. “You’ve popped out,” she said, “Not that I’m complaining.” I turned many shades of red.

Ha and Lily said they’d leave us to catch up, and suddenly I was talking alone with Elise. But Elise is really nice and we found a quieter corner and talked about all kinds of things. She said she didn’t expect me to be somewhere like this, but then maybe she shouldn’t be surprised by anything I did. I took that as a compliment. And of course she said she loved my outfit, and how I was just so daring and didn’t care what anyone else thought. Little does she know, it seems.

Then suddenly I was dragged to the dance floor, where soon enough I found Ha and Lily as well, and let’s face it: there was no way the breasts/brace configuration was staying together, and even though I kept adjusting them my nipples kept on popping out. But I was starting not to care too much, because I only got a good reaction from anyone who saw me.

After yet another adjustment Elise leaned towards me and said “I’ve got a better idea,” and with one quick movement of each hand she’d put her hand between the braces and my shoulders and pushed them down my arms. Suddenly my breasts were free and, to be honest, the braces rubbing had gotten a bit annoying, and the braces were hanging in loops by my legs.

Ha caught my eye, grinned and then mouthed a kiss in my direction, which Lily saw and earned her a gentle slap.

It didn’t even feel too bad being half-naked, because there were only women there, and to be honest there were more than a few nipples only hidden by some shear material. Elise was wearing a blouse and trousers, but I could tell she didn’t have a bra on either.

We danced a bit more, and then went and found a quiet corner for a drink and the four of us chatted, and all the time I saw people look over at us, and at my breasts, and it felt amazing to get the attention but not have to worry about anything unwelcome happening.

I think it was nearly 1am when we left and I slipped my jacket back on and we parted ways with Elise and took a cab home. As soon as I was back at Ha and Lily’s I slipped out of my jacket and all it took was a tug at the belt buckle round my waist and as soon as I let go the skirt dropped to the floor. It’s the first time I’ve seen Ha and Lily look at me in quite a lustful way and it was a bit strange, so I went to bed soon after while they (again) had sex next door.

I missed park run this morning, of course, so I expect Mel will be onto me. But mainly I’d like to see Elise again.

I’m feeling a bit tired today after last night and it’s felt a bit weird hanging around at Ha and Lily’s in the nude, even if my “own” room. And now they’ve said they’re inviting someone over for dinner tonight! And I’m so bursting to have an orgasm that I’m worried I’ll give in to their latest attempt to set me up.

Ha says we’re going out tonight after work, so I’m writing a quick update now while I can! I’m nervous because I said I wasn’t dressed for going out and Ha said rather ominously “Don’t worry, you will be.”

Also, the builders haven’t finished yet, but say they’re going to work tomorrow so might be finished then. I’m enjoying staying with Ha and Lily, but it’ll be nice to be back with all my things again.

Tonight was another setup night! This time I was already “home”, naked, and talking to Ha in the kitchen when there was a knock at the door. I was half-expecting something already when Lily returned with an absolutely tiny woman in tow who introduced herself as Laura with a slightly flushed face. I have to admit, I feel a bit better about being naked sometimes if the other person is embarrassed about it, because then I have the upper hand, and I definitely did here. It was like she didn’t know where to look!

We had dinner together again, the four of us, but Laura was a lot more shy than Sam and I ended up doing more of the talking, which Ha and Lily took as a sign that maybe I liked her! I mean, she was nice, but really! Although I can see myself spending time with Laura more than Sam again, just because it didn’t seem like I’d be at risk of having my bum groped at any random moment, but I couldn’t say we really hit it off.

Ha and Lily teased me afterwards and said they’d keep on introducing me to new friends unless I told them where the red marks on my wrists came from on Monday. I said fine, they could do what they wanted to, and Ha said that if that was the kind of thing I was into then they had plenty of silk ropes and tape in a drawer somewhere, and that if I didn’t behave towards my mistresses then perhaps they’d have to bring them out! It made me feel quite horny though and I went to bed feeling a little bit frustrated, and more so when I could hear the two of them having sex in the next room. Maybe I’ll actually have to think about those photo uploads just to be free from Mel’s rule.

I feel like I escaped any more plans from Ha and Lily today by going to Pilates. Then as soon as I was home and showered I was back naked in their kitchen again, and then we watched a bit of TV before bed. It all felt quite homely.