There’s definitely something about Ellie (the PR girl) that I can relate to. I think she likes to reveal a little bit more of herself than most of the other women there. It’s quite subtle, but now I know what to look for I can sort of spot a kindred spirit! I wonder if she thinks the same of me? I can’t imagine how a conversation to find out those things would ever go, because if she asked me I’d deny it out of embarrassment, and she probably would too!
I flirted with Kieran a bit this evening and ended up so turned on I had to masturbate before bed.
I don’t know what he must have thought when he saw a picture incoming, but all I did was kick my slipper off and take a photo of my foot. Well, it was naked!
So I hitched my skirt up a bit and sent him the whole of my lower leg and then he made daft comments about how turned on it got him and what an amazing leg it was. I already had my hands between my legs by then so I didn’t type much more except to say goodnight when I was done. I felt quite embarrassed, to tell you the truth, but I don’t think I could have slept otherwise.
“I inherited both a great figure and great wealth from my mother but, unlike her, I feel compelled to share them both with the world.”
Double exercise today as I went for a run, and then Pilates in the evening. I need to keep this body in shape if I’m going to be showing it to Kieran (and who knows who else?) all the time!
One of the things that’s so great about the start-up is their office is even warmer than ours. I wore a short-ish skirt today but didn’t feel like wearing tights, and it was a bit warmer outside too. But not so warm that when I came back from lunch that I didn’t get a couple of stares at my nipples pressing against the inside of my clingy top. The old me would have crossed her arms over her chest to try and hide it, but the new me braved it out. And I know everyone there is quite nice and wouldn’t try anything, which helps a lot.
I was really tempted to even ditch the skirt and top for the journey home and just wear my coat, but I wasn’t brave enough. I sort of regret it now because it was warm enough out and nobody would have known.
I spent far too much time today daydreaming about hanging around in the nude with Kieran. Nothing else to report; nothing else compares.
You’ll be pleased to know my plan worked! I had my cardigan half unbuttoned while we sat in a restaurant and I know whenever I leant forwards he could see the outline of my nipples through my shirt. I kept rearranging it every time the waiter came back and Kieran said something about me fiddling with my clothes all the time, and by then I’d had a glass of wine so I took the cardie off and draped it over the back of my chair. You should have seen Kieran’s eyes pop as he stared at me! I must have had the widest grin and he put his hand under the table and on my thigh. I just wished he could have reached higher as I might have orgasmed before we even got to the main course.
And then it was even more fun when the waiter noticed, and then tried really hard not to stare. I can’t believe these two little round things on the ends of my breasts can have so much power over a man’s mind! And it’s not like they don’t have nipples of their own. I don’t really get it, but I’m glad it happens.
Kieran couldn’t keep his hands off me any time we were close enough together, and I’d barely shut the door before we were wrapped around each other in the hallway. Although disappointing he didn’t even get as far as taking anything off before we’d had all-too-brief intercourse and I was sprawled on the floor with my blouse half undone, my skirt hitched up around my waist and still in my long socks and shoes. It was kind of fun, but I didn’t feel we’d gotten past foreplay. Maybe I made him a bit too horny over the course of the day.
He made up for it later, though, as I told him I was too tired to get undressed so he’d have to do it. He took ages over it, and I don’t think there was an inch of my body he didn’t kiss in the process as I stood there, getting more and more naked while he was still fully dressed. This time it was my turn to climax quicker than he was ready for, but by the time we actually made it to bed I was ready again, and he most certainly was.
So of course we had sex again in the morning and afterwards I said I suppose we had better get dressed, and he said he’d prefer if I didn’t. So I said okay! His eyes were on stalks as I left the room and went to the kitchen, but I’m pretty sure he didn’t expect me to still be naked and making him breakfast when he came into the kitchen having already gotten dressed himself.
I think I could happily live like that forever, just staying naked with Kieran and having sex whenever we wanted to. It was a heavenly weekend.
An early entry as I’m seeing Kieran later so may not have time to write. We’re going to a gallery and then out for dinner and I want to spend the day getting him so horny that he can’t wait to tear my clothes off as soon as we get through the door.
It’s a bit of a problem when it’s cold outside, but I’ve found a black blouse which is more see-through then I realised when I bought it (and that’s why it’s been in the wardrobe all this time…) and a cardigan to go over it. Hopefully with no bra underneath he’ll be able to see just enough of me to distract him while nobody else gets a peek! And I have one of my shortest skirts and long socks, and will just have to suffer the little bit of a chill where they don’t quite meet. Oh, and a long coat for when we’re outside, which I hope stops the draught “up there” because there’s no way this girl’s wearing underwear tonight!
I had lunch with Ha and new girl (Rachel) today. We couldn’t really gossip about much with Rachel there but it didn’t take Ha long to say something about me being so excitable because I’ve got a new boyfriend. Rachel asked me what he was like and then Ha said something about us being “at it like rabbits” from what she’d heard.