I never do anything for New Year, but Ha has said I have to go out with her friends, and she said Kieran will be there if I am. Which means I have to.
And now I don’t know what to wear. At least it’s not as cold as Friday. I’m thinking a dress anyway: go full-on feminine, and don’t worry too much if it’s not showing much. Hopefully Kieran’s imagination will fill in the gaps (and probably improve on reality anyway). We’re only going to a bar so it’s nothing big.
“She said it would only take an hour to make a few adjustments. I don’t think she realised I had nothing on underneath. Over time, we became more comfortable with the situation than I would have expected. I’ll be back tomorrow with more clothing to adjust.”
I dared myself today. I put on some underwear, and my coat, and I went for a walk. It was lovely. I sort of wish I hadn’t worn the underwear really, because it wasn’t particularly sexy, but I was too scared not to. It was only a ten minute walk but I felt like everyone who saw me knew that I was almost nude beneath my coat. I know they can’t have done, but it felt like it, and it was wonderful.
I was home too late to write… But it was good. We just walked around a bit, and had some hot chocolate, and looked at some market stalls, then went for a drink, and he bought me dinner and walked me home… Still no kiss, but surely it’ll come.
We might meet up on New Year’s Eve. What a way to start 2019 that would be.
“When I think of bareback riding I assume it just means without a saddle. Apparently some people have a much more literal interpretation.”
We’re meeting this afternoon just for a walk and a chat. I wish I had a pair of sexy boots now as it’s very much the right weather for it: bitingly cold but incredibly dry. I’d love to have a big Russian fur coat and nothing underneath, but it’s a bit late to get one of those so it’ll have to be ankle boots, long socks, skirt and blouse. And probably sweater too. I will not be looking my sexiest, I have to say.
I’ll write more later.
“I had to make such a rapid exit I didn’t even have time to grab my clothes. Now I had to get home, and fast.”
I had one hell of a dream of being at Kieran’s house (and I don’t even know where he lives) and I said I was his present and he had to unwrap me. But it was a bit weird that Ha and Lily were there too, and as he peeled my knickers down I almost came in my sleep. Then I woke up and finished the job.
“Amongst all the photos from my teenage years there are some that I have to remember to keep separately before I let anyone sift through them.”
I didn’t get anything interesting for Christmas, so today was the day to treat myself. I’ve ordered some ridiculously over-the-top sexy underwear. It won’t arrive in time for Friday, and I kind of wonder why I’m ordering underwear at all since I barely wear the stuff any more.