My Friday updates are getting worse… I’m going straight around to Kieran’s tonight, and he’s cooking for me. I took a bit of a risk wearing the suede thigh boots into the office, with a dress over the top. Helen said I looked smoking hot, and then at some point Ha grabbed the hem of my dress, lifted it up and exposed my backside! Nobody else saw but she just said “Thought not”, presumably about my lack of underwear. I said “Do you mind” and she said “Not one bit” and went back to her desk.

I sent her a message saying I doubt Lily would approve of her lifting the dresses of other women, and Ha said her only complaint would be that she wasn’t here to see it! They’re a funny pair, and I wonder if their kinks are even weirder than mine. If they weren’t, I’m sure Ha would have told me by now. I had visions of Lily in black leather with a whip and Ha chained to a wall in their basement (do they have a basement?), which was frankly quite a turn-on. I wanted to find an image of it to send to Ha to tease her but was worried I’d set off all kinds of alarms on the company network if I started searching for that kind of thing.

Anyway, I have minimal things for my weekend with Kieran, as is my habit now. I can’t wait.

The sun came out today, but since I was at the PR company I ended up wearing a blouse and skirt anyway. Ellie’s blouse was as see-through as anything I’d dare to wear, but she still wore tights so I guess she’s not as much of a free-spirit as I thought.

This afternoon I went to the other meeting, with Jo, and I actually said a bit more this time. Both because she let me, and I’d learned some things from Brian on Monday. I think they’re going to sign with us, and Jo said that would be my account too. Work is piling up! Apparently I’ll have to delegate some of it to Rachel. I guess I’m some kind of team leader now!

On the way back I suggested to Jo that we go and get some dinner, but she said she had something to get back to. Her voice was pretty flat so I’m not sure what it could have been and it made me sad that I couldn’t spend more time with her.

Ha has scheduled the Korean Massage for next Friday so hopefully that will perk her up, if nothing else does before then.

Kieran said his flat-mate is away again this weekend so I’m going round there on Friday. I made the mistake of running this morning before Pilates this evening, and got cramp again. The teacher ended up massaging my calf muscle. I can’t believe how strong she was! It was even more painful than the cramp.

Today started strangely because I opened the curtains and looked across the road to see the woman who lived there (who took the parcel) standing naked at a set of drawers wondering what to wear! She seemed to look up and I pretended not to have seen her, but she just carried on. For some reason I was the one who was embarrassed and went back to the kitchen! Maybe that’s why I never see them when I’m prancing about in the nude.

I wore a skirt, socks and a light sweater to the start-up, and then noticed in the bathroom that if you peered really closely you could just about see my nipples through the weave. Some of the guys had glanced in that direction, but I’m not sure if they were confident enough to peer quite closely enough.

It reminded me that I’ve got some knitted sweaters in the cupboard that really are see-through because of the patterning, so I’ll try one of those sometime. I think I’d need a bra, unfortunately.

I went for a meeting with Brian this afternoon! At one of the contacts I brought in. I had to wear normal clothes (boo), although I’m not sure why since half the people in the meeting had seen me in that strappy slip of a dress. Brian did all the talking, as predicted, but he said I’d probably be looking after the account, which made me feel happy. Now I just have to work out how to ask for a pay rise, because my workload is going up but the money isn’t!

I was so excited when I got home that I put some music on and ended up pretty much bouncing around the flat.

What a night! We turned up at Ha and Lily’s place and I was barely through the door when I had a glass of wine in my hand. And straight away Ha was intimating that I was overdressed, even though they were both wearing nice dresses that covered a lot more (because I’d picked something on the short side, with thin shoulder straps and no sleeves).

So I was standing there talking to Kieran and Lily with Ha beside me, when she put her glass down, put one hand on my shoulder and began to slide the zip down at the back of my dress! I said something like “what do you think you’re doing?” and she said “Oh, you know you want me to,” and, of course, I didn’t stop her, so I put my glass on the table and she brushed the straps off of my shoulders and my dress fell to the floor. We’d only been there half an hour and I was already standing in nothing but my little heels, with Kieran gawping at me, as if he hadn’t already seen my body close up enough today.

I stepped out of the dress and Ha picked it up and hung it up somewhere, and we went on chatting. I could feel my face going red, because not only was I far too sober for that, but I felt so much more exposed standing with them than when I was curled up on the sofa the other week. And it didn’t help when Kieran put his arm around my waist and I could feel his shirt on my skin. I wanted to nip upstairs with him and he could show me how good he was with his tongue again. (I hadn’t been treated to that this weekend. Yet, I hoped.)

I even ended up sitting and eating in the nude, and it became almost disappointingly normal! Almost. Kieran’s hand on my thigh from time-to-time reminded me of how exposed I was, and I touched my skin with my wine glass a few times and the coolness gave me a start.

Ha had made Vietnamese food and at some point I spilled some soy sauce on my boob. They all watched as I ran my finger over it to scoop it up and then licked it, and Kieran said he’d have licked it off for me. I said “I bet you would” and then told them how you saved loads on dry cleaning bills if you just didn’t wear any clothes, so they should all just get naked. Ha looked at Kieran and I almost thought she might be tempted if he wasn’t there, but he misinterpreted it and said “I will if you will” and Ha just said “please, don’t”, which kind of burst his bubble.

After that… nothing really special happened. It was just like I would expect it to be, sitting around there after dinner, except I was naked. I’d kicked my shoes off and was curled up on the sofa, and felt a bit better about having my knees up around me, and we just chatted. It was more of a thrill being naked in someone else’s house, but I was quite comfortable with it. Nobody even mentioned anything about me being nude, but sometimes I’d catch one of them (any of them) looking and my stomach would flip a little.

Ha said it was a shame I had to go home, but she held out my coat for me and I put it on and stuffed my dress in my bag and we caught a cab. I was all over Kieran as soon as we reached my place… but you could have guessed that already.

This morning had a blip, though: our first argument. It was silly, of course, because he got a text message and said it was from Ha and I had a go at him for all the things he tells her and how come I was sitting here naked and he was spending time writing messages to another woman. You can guess how it went anyway, and I ended up sulking off for a while and putting on a big sweater. The make-up sex was pretty amazing, though, and almost worth the argument.

I kicked him out mid-morning anyway because I had to see my mum, and she asked me why I was blushing when I read a message that Ha had sent me that I hadn’t seen. She said I had to come round there naked more often because her and Lily had had the best sex for ages last night. I told my mum it was nothing but she knew something was up, but there’s no way she would have ever guessed the real reason.