We had a nice night out on Friday. It was a bit like a first date, and back at Kieran’s we made love and it was nice and gentle and just what I needed.

Anyway, I was feeling sexy again by Saturday morning, and I could tell someone else was in the flat but I told Kieran I didn’t care because Ben had already seen me naked anyway. So I got out of bed and went to the kitchen without putting anything on. I’d forgotten about Ben’s girlfriend, though, and both of them were having breakfast, with Ben in a dressing gown and Helen in a nightdress. She has nice legs.

They both stared at me, which is good, and said good morning, but didn’t say anything about me being nude. I couldn’t have been happier because it was great to feel so free. I could live here all the time if it meant being naked.

So after that I didn’t get dressed when we finally did get up, and I sat and had breakfast naked with Kieran (who was dressed) whilst Ben and Helen went about their morning, and they came back fully dressed and ready to go out and we had a bit of a chat while I sat there with all three of them covered up and me nice and bare and tingly. I climbed on top of Kieran once they were gone and made sure he knew what to do, because there was no way I was leaving the house that horny.

Then in the evening we stayed in while Ben and Helen were out and cooked together, and I decided to undress for dinner and distracted Kieran no end while he was eating. We sat on the sofa watching a movie with Kieran stroking my skin as I wrapped myself around him and it was lovely.

It was a shame to come home on Sunday morning, but needs must. I’m glad we’re back to normal again at least.

I’m still at Kieran’s and writing this on my phone, and this weekend has been fun already. I’ll have to write all about it tomorrow. I’m much happier, though.

I’m meeting Kieran tonight and staying at his place this weekend. I wasn’t sure about it after last weekend, but hopefully that was just a blip. We’ll see.

I’m having lunch with Ha and Helen (from work. Not Kieran’s flat mate’s girlfriend.) I have meetings this afternoon so this might be the only chance to write that I get today.

It was a beautiful day out today so I put on a nice dress (and nothing else, of course) and just enjoyed the stares of men on the tube. Even Ellie at the PR place said it was nice. She was in a white blouse and trousers, but I’m still sure she doesn’t wear a bra. Geoff wasn’t in today, though, so I couldn’t watch to see if they were getting together at all.

Then I had lunch with Jo. We talked about work for a bit, but I had to ask her about dating. She said she’d seen a couple of men, and one of them was okay and she was going on a second date. I said that was great news, but also felt kind of jealous, which is weird. I still have some kind of crush on her. I thought I was too old for that. But I want the best for her anyway.

She asked me about my boyfriend and I felt kind of coy, like I didn’t want her to know about Kieran. I don’t know why.

I resolved to be in a better mood today, although I was still a bit grumpy with Ha. I did have a meeting with Jo and suggested we have lunch sometime, so that’s happening tomorrow after I’m done at the marketing company.

I took my frustration out on Pilates this evening, even if that’s not what it’s there for. But I feel better now.