I’m just sneaking this in while Kieran is in the shower… But anyway, my plans didn’t quite go as, erm, planned. It was still fun, just not quite what I’d hoped.

So I got to Kieran’s and we were wrapped around each other as soon as we got in the hallway, and I said that since I was naked in my flat all the time, and now we were in his flat I think it was his turn. And I wouldn’t let him take anything off me while I undid his shirt buttons, and then his trousers and everything else. And he was as rock hard as I’ve ever seen him and I could feel his cock throbbing against my stomach, even through my blouse.

But I had this idea of teasing him and keeping him naked for as long as possible, but it was pretty obvious that I wasn’t going to get any further into the flat while he was like that. And of course I was wearing a short skirt and those long socks I know he likes and of course spontaneous sex is so much easier then, if you’re not wearing underwear. I call it sex, but it lasted about thirty seconds for me, and was distinctly unsatisfying. He said sorry, but then it was obvious he was so embarrassed about being naked that he started getting dressed again. That kind of ruined the plan.

At least it’s a differently hallway to have sex in, I suppose, but I guess turning the tables isn’t something that’s going to work out. Plus now that he’d “had his way” he wasn’t interested in stripping me out of my work clothes for another couple of hours either.

We had a nice evening together, but it wasn’t as much fun as sometimes.

I’m writing this from the office (sneakily) because I’m off to Kieran’s later, but it’s been a bit of a drama. I was in the ladies toilet and I knew whoever was in the cubicle was crying but didn’t want to say anything, but when I was back at my desk I saw Jo came out with puffy eyes and go back to her office.

I know Jo’s one of the bosses and everything and it’s none of my business but I went to her office and knocked on the door and when I went in she did her best to look cheerful but her face was all down and her eyes were red and just sort of staring. I said I just wanted to check she was okay because I could tell something was up so if she wanted to talk to someone about it then we could go out or something, and she just burst into tears. I didn’t know what to do and she said something about people being nice to her made her even more upset, but not to worry about it and she was fine. She didn’t look fine. I guess she doesn’t want to tell me but I said if she changed her mind then me or anyone else would be happy to help her out for all the things she’s done for us, and to be honest she sort of looked better for actually crying properly but it almost made me cry to see it.

Anyway, I knew when to leave but I couldn’t think of anything else when I got back, and I e-mailed Ha and Helen to tell them about it all and they said I’d done a good thing and as long as she knew we were looking out for her then maybe that would help. I’m not sure it is, really, so hopefully she’s got other friends to help her with whatever’s happening. I wonder if someone’s died or something.

Now I have to get my head back in gear to see Kieran later. I have plans!

I had the morning in the PR company, then lunch was at my desk as I was really busy. Managing Rachel’s questions really affects how much of my own work I can get done, because that hasn’t reduced! There better be a pay rise somewhere at the end of this.

It was still freezing and I found it funny that both Ellie and I were wrapped up in layers, because their place isn’t as warm as our office or the start-up.

Ha sent me an e-mail saying she’d still no idea what was up with Jo, but she thought it might not be a work problem. I hope she’s okay.

It’s been over two days since anyone last saw me naked. Two days and not even a flash! It turned cold today so I wore boots and a skirt to the start-up, although it was a bit cold on the way to and from the tube, and a nice big sweater that felt great against my skin. Although it was a bit too hot in the office and I was stuck like that because no matter how much I wanted to I’m pretty sure I couldn’t just sit there topless. But it would be fun if I could.

But Richard, one of the new guys they’ve hired, was definitely talking to me a lot, with plenty of fishing about whether I have a boyfriend or not (like “who do I live with” etc). I left him hanging, which I felt a bit mean about and wondered if it was too naughty, but I like being flirted with. He’s a bit too posh for me so it’s not going to go anywhere, and it makes me feel good.

I was actually kind of dreading seeing Ha this morning, afraid that her opinion of me would go right down after Saturday night’s silliness. She just said “hello” like normal and I still didn’t really know if anything had changed (I mean: surely it had to? But then it’s not like we’d done anything). I even wore pretty normal clothes, for me.

Anyway, the big news was that Jo was in, so that answers the question about whether she still works for the company. She didn’t look good, and she shut herself in the office the whole day. I got an e-mail from her asking (telling?) me to show Rachel around some of our client files so she could do some useful work because she didn’t have time. It wasn’t like Jo not to make time for someone new so something is definitely up.

That was a night to remember! Kieran came around in the afternoon but I told him I was too busy for sex as there was cooking to do. It actually made it more fun when it finally happened because he’d had to wait for so long… but I’m getting ahead of myself.

Ha and Lily turned up about six-thirty, both in nice evening dresses, and both with much slimmer figures than me that meant they looked stunning. I’m glad they’re gay or I’d worry about Kieran, even if he and Ha have been friends for years. Thankfully my slip kept him distracted enough, and Ha said something about it being a great choice and she hoped to see me wear it to work one day.

Dinner all went well anyway, and the wine was flowing and we were sat around in the main room with me on the sofa with Kieran, Ha in the armchair and Lily leant up against it at her feet. (She said she sat on the floor a lot.)

Anyway, Ha said something about being disappointed that I wasn’t naked because the only reason she’d accepted the invite was because Kieran had told her that I never wore clothes at home. I said I made an exception for house guests, but I have to admit the idea did make my skin tingle and I wondered how they’d react. But Ha wouldn’t let it go, and she said this dress didn’t hide anything anyway so she didn’t know why I bothered with it. I looked at Kieran and he didn’t say anything, but his tongue was almost hanging on the floor and I said “Fine, if it’ll keep you quiet,” and I had to stand up and do a full-on wriggle to get out of it. Ha said “It’ll keep me quiet for now” and gave me a wink, and I curled up back on the sofa in my underwear and Kieran put his hand on my leg.

It was great how much they three of them all kept staring at me. And it wasn’t like they could see any more than ten minutes before, because that slip thing didn’t hide much at all!

We talked a bit more and Kieran was stroking my leg, and then I remembered desserts… They were little chocolate pots so no effort, and when I brought them through on a tray with little spoons I saw two heads in the window from across the street staring at the woman in her underwear who was serving desserts to her friends! It was too late to close the curtains by then, but I wasn’t brave enough to wave at them.

Ha said she always wanted to be served dessert by a half-naked woman. Or preferably a fully naked woman, which made me blush again, just as I was getting used to being like that. But then she did something a bit mean (although I’m not unhappy that she did) because I made everyone coffee, and she came to help me carry things. When I came back with the tray wondering where to put everything, because the little coffee table was covered in clutter and dessert plates, she stood behind me and I felt her fingers on my back and before I could do anything about it she had my bra clasp undone and I had to either drop the tray or just watch the bra fall away from me!

Kieran’s eyes popped, and so did Lily’s, and Ha said something like “What? I’m just helping.” And I pretended it was fine and quickly sat down with my arms crossed and my nipples pressing into my skin, because the people across the road could still see in, and I was feeling as horny as hell with Kieran’s hand on my thigh. I could see the bulge in his trousers too, which made it even worse.

Then we talked for a bit, but of course at some point Ha said “So what about those?” and pointed at my black lace knickers. And I said something stupid and dug a bigger hold for myself with “I will if you will” and then realised how wrong that was, because she fidgeted in her seat, reached up and her dress and pulled these little lace panties down her legs, curled them up in her fist and gave them to Lily and then said “Your turn.”

I looked at Kieran and he just said “A promise is a promise” and I could tell he wanted nothing more than to see me embarrassed. So while I was still curled up, and with one hand at a time, I managed to tug the things down my thighs and tossed them over to where my bra was and said “There” as if it was fine that I was sitting there naked with my boyfriend, work colleague and her partner all still dressed.

Kieran stroked my thigh and I had to squeeze his hand to stop it because I was about ready to orgasm as it was, and Ha just said “We should have just started the evening like this.” And then after a second she said “Next time, then” and I basically had to squeeze my thighs together and concentrate not to climax right there and then.

It was funny because they couldn’t even see anything, since I was still curled up. Kieran could, a bit, but he’d seen it all before. (In fact, they all had, actually, but a Korean massage where everyone is naked is a bit different to being the only one. And in my own home too.)

I had to keep fortifying myself with wine, and my legs were going to sleep, but I daren’t move. But then Ha said they had to go, since it was nearly midnight and they needed to catch the train, and I realised I’d have to stand up.

Luckily the lights were out opposite so I don’t think the neighbours saw me, but I let Ha and Lily stand up and start to leave the room before following them. They didn’t even stare when they put their coats on and I stood naked in the hallway with Kieran behind me with his hand on my waist, and then Ha came and gave me a hug goodbye and her coat was rough against my nipples. Then Lily did the same and said she couldn’t wait to invite us back to their place.

The draught was cold when I let them out and as soon as they were gone I was wrapped around Kieran and the moment he touched me between my legs I had such an intense orgasm. Then I left the poor boy to suffer with his hard-on for half an hour as we cleared up, while I was still naked, before going to bed.

He had to leave early this morning to go and see his parents, and I stayed in bed and read and daydreamed about the night before, breaking into fits of giggles about how much fun it was to have a man and two women staring at my body. I’m not sure I’ll ever be brave enough to do it again.

I’ve tried putting yesterday out of my mind, because I need to be in my best frame of mind if I have guests around this evening! Yup: I’m inflicting my cooking skills on Ha and Lily, and even Kieran hasn’t seen much of them. I’m not doing anything complicated, of course, so I’ll make a salad and marinate some chicken this afternoon and then cook it when they come round. I’m quite excited now I think about it.

Also, since I’m not going out, I’ve pulled out this old, really sheer slip of a dress that I’m going to wear. It’s meant to be worn as a base layer beneath something else – just that I’m not going to put anything over it. I’m not feeling brave enough to wearing nothing beneath it so I’ve chosen some nice black underwear. It should drive Kieran wild for the night, I hope. I wouldn’t dare if it was anyone else, but Ha probably tells Lily all about me anyway, and we all know how much Ha already knows.

Wish me luck.

It was strange in the office today. Jo came in and went to her office without saying hello, and she’s usually so cheerful, and you could just tell something was up. I went and asked her if she wanted to come out for lunch, mainly because I was fishing for information, and she looked really tired but said thanks but she had a lot to do and she’d get a sandwich. Then in the afternoon she went and had a meeting with Brian and they closed the office door (which they almost never do unless they’re about to fire someone really) and after that she went back to her office, but within five minutes she had left the office.

It prompted a bit of e-mail gossip amongst the girls but nobody knew anything. Ha nominated me to find out what was going on since she said (on an open e-mail!) that I knew her best as I’d slept with her! That derailed the conversation somewhat…

I hope she hasn’t resigned or been fired or something. I’m sure they’d tell us. It put a dampener on the whole day anyway.

Now that I’ve started to notice it I can’t help peering at Ellie from the PR company to see what she’s wearing (or not wearing). She had a nice skirt on today, and a white blouse that I could see her bra through. And her belly button, which is I guess why she needed the bra. One of the guys in the design department came to talk to her and he was blushing the whole time so he must really have the hots for her. It’s not surprising.

When I got back to the office Brian said something about the meeting I went to with Jo going really well. It’s not another off-site one, though, so nothing to get excited about. We might be giving the work to Rachel.