I spent most of the day either worrying, doing chores, or reading up on accounting law again. I think we’re meeting Deborah’s company next week, but I don’t know if Deborah will be there, or even if I’ll be there. At least that part of my life is working for now!
I met Elise at a bar after work last night and she seemed a bit down and said she didn’t really want to go out, so I said we could have a quiet night in at my place. So we went back and ordered a takeaway and I asked her what was up. Well, it turned out that the landlords are selling the pub, and she has six weeks to find somewhere else to live, let alone some way to earn a living. She was really down as she said all she could think of was going back to France. There’s no way I was going to let that happen so I told her if the worst came to the worst she could stay here for a while, because I have a small spare room that I could put a bed in. She took a bit of persuading that I really meant it but she said she’d consider it in case nothing else came along.
Once she had that off her mind, and once we’d eaten, things lightened up a bit. She said she really liked my dress but I was making it too easy to get me out of it, so she’d make it harder for herself by unbuttoning it using chopsticks! It took forever and there was a lot of giggling and it pretty soon turned into kissing and we actually went to the bedroom and made love.
I woke up quite happy with her beside me, and it was early enough and she was sleeping so soundly that I left a note beside the bed and actually went to the park run. Mel said she was surprised to see me but I said I’d left Elise sleeping so thought I’d get a run in! It’s the first time I’ve seen Mel surprised by anything. Mel asked if I’d spoken to Tim, which I hadn’t, and she said he’d mentioned it too and she wanted to make sure we resolved things. I guess I’ll have to do something.
Elise was still there when I got home with pastries and after I’d showered we had breakfast (which I felt no need to dress for) and then made love again. I managed to keep her hanging around until almost lunchtime when she said she had to go to sort the pub out. I said I didn’t think she needed to if they were kicking her out, but she said it was still her job and she didn’t want to let people down.
It was a nice day and I actually forgot all the trouble with my naked identity not being quite so secret any more. I still don’t know what to do about that.
I’ll have to try and put everything out of my mind and enjoy myself with Elise tonight. It’s actually cool for the time of year so on top of the long button-down dress (that I hope she’ll like) I have to wear a jacket again. I hope we get another warm spell before autumn sets in properly!
I messaged Mel to say I was worried about the photos on that site, and I still can’t help think that Tim might have something to do with identifying me. Who else would know? Mel said it sounded like Tim and I needed to have an open conversation about it, and she might be right but I’ll have to work out how to do that.
At least I remembered to tell Mel I wouldn’t be at the park run tomorrow. I mean, I might not be up late with Elise, but it’s easier to say I won’t be there and maybe make it than the other way around and have to face the consequences.
Well things might be getting bad. I read Tim’s message today and there are a couple of new photos of me up on that naked website. But they’re not new photos of me naked, but photos of me from the company press release next to the old photos of me naked. It’s got my name and where I work and everything. At least it’s behind a password protected page so people can’t just stumble across it otherwise I’d be in real trouble. I’m worried, though.
I even missed Pilates today because of too much work! It’s the first time in ages. But the good news is that I’m seeing Elise on Friday night! Tim asked me in the office today if I’d read his message and I said I hadn’t. I guess I should.
I had another long day and got home to a message from ENFBoyfriend/Tim, but I haven’t read it yet. I’m still finding it hard to talk to him at work too.
Lots of work to do to prepare for Deborah’s company this week! I even had to message Mel to say I couldn’t make it because I had too much work to do. I was half expecting fury but she actually understood! I didn’t get home until nearly nine.
Last night was so weird. Mel came around to my place and as it’s definitely feeling autumnal now insisted that I wear nothing but a jacket to Linda and Tim’s place. It wasn’t even a long jacket. Tim opened the door and looked straight down at my legs, and then as I took my jacket off he couldn’t help but look at everything else too.
Linda was already there, and already naked, and Gary was already annoying from the start, making comments about how great I looked and how lucky he was to have two naked women paying attention to him. Then during dinner he kept making eyes at Mel and started asking her about our relationship. Mel didn’t tell him much that anybody couldn’t have guessed, and certainly not about the sessions.
Anyway, afterwards we were sat in the front room, with me next to Tim on a sofa, Mel on an armchair and Gary on the other armchair with Linda sat across his lap, with Gary’s hands all over her. And that just seem to make him even bolder, and he started trying to get Mel to strip off too! I knew that would never happen and it was a big mistake.
Mel came back with she wouldn’t but why didn’t Gary, unless he was shy and didn’t have much to show. Linda started on that he was all muscle but he really didn’t have a lot down below. Gary complained, and Mel said he should either prove it or shut up. Linda teased him some more… and then Gary just burst into tears. It was so completely unexpected.
Linda ended up hugging him and telling him she was only teasing, but Mel wanted to know more, and then it became a kind of confessional, and I guess years of insecurity all just came out at once and we heard about past girlfriends and boys at school etc etc.
We left by eleven and Mel came back to my place, leaving Tim alone in the house with the pair of them. I needed a drink after that so Mel and I just sat around with some vodka I had in the freezer for another couple of hours just talking.
I woke up with a bit of hangover this morning, but mostly I was stunned by the whole experience.
I made sure I was at the park run this morning. The guy who’s already seen me running around in the nude was there again, and he came over and asked whether Mel or I knew anything about the video of the naked woman running the streets with her clothed friend that was on one of the local news websites! I came home and searched for it and there it was… I guess I’m kind of locally famous now, and I’m glad I don’t know many people around here.
I’m kind of dreading tonight with Linda and Gary, though. Mel’s coming to my place first and then we’ll go together. How did I get myself into this?
Today Ha said that she thought I’d been working far too hard lately and I wasn’t doing anything I had to come back and have dinner with her and Lily that evening. I was really glad for the offer and I definitely needed it, even though it’s only been a couple of weeks since the holiday!
Well, I don’t know what’s come over Ha, but even though I’ve hung around in the nude with them plenty of times it’s always been like there’s some sort of strange protocol about it. Usually I arrive nearly naked, there’s the reveal, and then we have a fun evening together. It’s not like they don’t notice my body, because I’m glad they do, but there’s just more of a boundary.
This time, though, I was only just through the door when Ha was unzipping my dress. She pretty much peeled it off of me in the hallway, and I couldn’t tell if it was more sexual than usual or if she was just so comfortable with me that she didn’t even think about it.
Lily came home soon after and we ordered a Thai takeaway, and they made me go to the door and collect it! Which I don’t mind. May as well give the delivery driver a laugh, eh?
At some point when we were talking and I told them about my holiday, and how I wore nothing at all for days, Lily said ever since the naked bike ride she’s been making Ha stay naked more, sometimes for the whole day on a Sunday, and that it was doing wonders for their sex life. I said she would have to invite me around on a Sunday, then, without telling Ha I was coming, and despite Ha protesting Lily said it sounded like a good plan. Now I’m not sure if that would be fun or weird
I got a cab home by eleven because I didn’t want to be late for the park run tomorrow, or be so hungover that it was painful to do!