Sorry to disappoint, but hanging out with Ellie and Stephen did not turn into a threesome. But it was still a lot of fun.

Stephen’s still quite quiet, and it’s funny that Ellie is being more and more obvious about wanting something more physical with him, and last night when we got to a restaurant it turned out she had this semi-transparent dress underneath with dark underwear. You couldn’t see a lot unless you squinted, or maybe in bright lights, but it definitely got Stephen’s attention. And mine.

But we were chatting and laughing, and then while working out what to have for dessert I couldn’t help but tease Stephen by saying something about Ellie looking good enough to eat, and it made him blush, and Ellie blushed a bit. I said it was almost like Ellie was just sitting there in her underwear

And then I said: “You know what would be even more adventurous.” And Ellie looked at me and said “Don’t you dare even think it,” and I left her hanging, because I’m sure she thought I was going to suggest she take the thing off, but instead I said: “It would be so much more daring…” and I emphasised that word, reminder her that this was part of our deal, and she stopped me and said “Don’t!” and tried to put a hand over my mouth, but I held her off and continued “If you didn’t feel the need to wear anything at all underneath.”

She said she couldn’t believe I would suggest that, and I said I could dare a lot worse and maybe I would if we sat here long enough.

She got up and went to the bathroom, and her eyes were staring like she was in a daze when she came back and, sure enough, you could see two pretty little nipples beneath the shear fabric and, I’m sure if you looked and if she hadn’t sat down so quickly, a whole lot more than that.

Stephen didn’t know where to look, or rather he knew where he wanted to look, but kept trying not to. And I could tell Ellie was enjoying that, and she went into a much more flirty mode than I’ve ever seen before, and poor Stephen was like putty in her hands.

We had dessert and then I thought I’d best leave them to it, and I could tell from the way Stephen tried to stand up that there was something stirring in his trousers, so perhaps tonight would be the night! If Ellie had any say it would be.

I feel a bit jealous, now, because they get on well and Stephen’s nice, even if not that exciting, and my life seems to be going in some weird direction that I can’t even put into words.

I met up with Mel in the park today, but we didn’t say much as she had to get off. She said rather than work on Monday night we’d have another night of practice “because she didn’t want to see me lumbering heavy-footed around a pub half-nude” as she put it.

I’m out with Ellie and Stephen later anyway. I haven’t been out for a while and would love to wear something sexy, but I feel like I shouldn’t try and distract Stephen! Although from what I can tell he doesn’t exactly have a high sexual drive so maybe I could turn up naked and he wouldn’t bat an eyelid.

This week has gone so fast, but today went so slowly. I think it’s because I’ve got so much to look forward to now, with Ellie and Stephen tomorrow, and then Mark and Ana next week… It just makes the waiting even worse.

I got more details of the event from Ana. Apparently it’s just a business investment awards thing, so not exactly the most exciting thing ever, but she says it’ll finish early so we can do something together. I genuinely don’t think I can wait!

Plus my new accessories turned up today: the c-string and the nipple pasties. I tried on the c-string this evening and it fits better than I would have expected but it feels exactly the same as wearing nothing at all, or maybe even worse because it’s so precarious – like I’m more worried that it’ll slip and expose something than I’d actually be if I was just naked. It also rubs against me a bit when I’m this horny and even wearing it turns me on.

The nipple pasties are re-usable and with that and the c-string on I look like I’m absolutely naked at first glance. They’re small and only have a bit of colour so could even pass for nipples from a distance. I’m starting to get more of a buzz about being in the middle of a crowded pub in nothing but this get-up now.

I didn’t get a message from Mark, but I got a WhatsApp message from Anastasia! I didn’t even know she’d have my number, so maybe Sarah gave it to her, because I don’t think even Mark did. But she said they had an extra ticket for an event at the end of next week and did I want to come along. I thought I was playing it cool by not replying straight away, but when I look at the message log it was about twenty minutes! I must have desperation written all over me, even via messenger apps.

I had a catch-up meeting with Jo after sending the message and realised I was getting all flirty with her too. I wonder if she’s ever had a threesome? I could see it, actually.

Wednesday’s are the most routine days of the week for me, but my limbs felt tired in Pilates from the dancing around on Monday. It’s an intense work-out routine I’m into now, with running on Saturday too!