After lamenting that CFNM photos aren’t really for me, I’ve been keeping my eye out for some that are more of a turn-on. I think they need to be one-on-one, with the woman (i.e. me) in complete control.
CFNM vs ENF
StandardHaving written a couple of ENF stories and started a CFNM story, I’ve been wondering which I like best, both as a reader and a writer. The answer, it seems, is both.
After coming to that startling conclusion, and not being entirely sure why, I started thinking about erotic photography, and which of those I prefer. It seems that CFNM pictures do almost nothing for me. I think that’s because I can’t identify with the man in the picture, and the situations are often groups of women humiliating a man and I wouldn’t want to be part of that.
On the other hand, professionally shot ENF pictures are often beautiful to look at because, let’s face it, the female body is usually more beautiful (from a non-sexual perspective) than the male’s, but also because I can often put myself into the picture – albeit I may not be quite as beautiful or skinny enough to pull it off, I’m sad to say. My love of ENF falls completely if the picture portrays force or anything non-consensual, though. At that point it becomes a complete turn-off.
Enough of the words, however, as I think it’s time to post a picture:
Oh, to be blessed with that body and the mask of anonymity… what a fantasy.
What She Says: A New Story On Literotica
StandardI’ve taken a break from the ENF (embarassed nude female) category and written a short CFNM (clothed female nude male) story.
The first chapter happens entirely over a telephone call. As well as being an experiment in writing some CFNM it’s also a try and mixing first and second person storytelling. Not surprisingly, it’s quite difficult to do, and I’m not sure there are many places where it could work. But it’s been an interesting challenge and, if the responses are positive, I’ll get to work on a second chapter.
Here’s a short excerpt:
“And you’re still nervous?”
“Yeah… a bit.”
“Anything I can do about it?”
The line goes quiet and then you hear me giggle.
“What ya wearing?” I ask. I can’t believe I just blurted out one of the clichés of Internet chat. It makes you laugh, though.
“Oh, nothing much…” you say teasingly. I raise an eyebrow, forgetting you can’t see it. “Just t-shirt, jeans, socks… how much detail to you need?”
“Changing Rooms” on Smashwords
StandardIt’s been a while since I wrote anything new, but “Changing Rooms” is now available on Smashwords, so should be making its way to various other ebook publishers soon. And the best thing is? It’s going to be free.
“Changing Rooms” and “The Hen Weekend” Live On Kindle Store
StandardBoth Changing Rooms and The Hen Weekend have gone live on the Amazon Kindle store. It’s exciting to see them up there and hopefully they’ll be well received.


“Ladies Day” – A Short Story
StandardFrustrated by not producing any new writing for a few weeks and getting bogged own in other work, I had an idea for a short story and decided to throw it out there while it was fresh. I think it’s just going to be a one-off, although now that I’ve written it the main character (Lady Jane) has grown on me and I’m kind of interested in finding out more about her world.
You can read Ladies Day here anyway.
More on Susan’s Journey
StandardI’ve posted the final part of Susan’s story on the ASN Story Board. Although, I don’t think it will actually be the final part of Susan’s story, just the final part that I put there. I think there are places I want to take the story that don’t quite fit there, especially if I want more of an over-arching story line. So, Susan will be back, even if she doesn’t appear there again.
For a refresher, the first part, Changing Rooms, is here and the second part, The Hen Party, is here. Susan has learnt a lot on her journey and starts to put it all into effect here. She’s learnt that how she feels about her sexuality is more about the power it gives her than the pleasure it gives to others, and that, at the end of the day, control and choice are the real dictators of whether she wants to be in a given situation or not.
Not to give anything away, but at the end she sets herself apart from her peers and triumphs over an adversary by using everything she knows about herself, and knowing when to break societal conventions. The story is called A Lazy Sunday Morning because I want to emphasise the comfortable position of sexual self-confidence that Susan is increasingly moving towards.
Since I’m brazen about posting favourable links about my stories, here’s one:
A satisfying conclusion to the triptych. Nothing else I can say, I’m speechless.
So I shall remain speechless too, if only for a moment, and just leave another link to the story.
“Changing Rooms” Follow-up
StandardChanging Rooms was well received, and I enjoyed writing it, so I’ve written a follow-up to it called The Hen Party. In this story, Susan joins some friends and, far from revelling in her voyage of self-discovery, she realises that everything changes when it might affect how a friend perceives you, and how your reputation might spread afterwards.
Susan really raced forwards in Changing Rooms, so this time she takes a bit of a step backwards, and sideways, and has to almost start from scratch again, although keeping with her the knowledge she gained along the way. In The Hen Party she explores her sexuality more widely, comparing how it feels to be touched by either a man or a woman, both of whom are as perfect physical specimens as she could wish for.
The story again brought some nice comments, and I think the ones that point out that it’s not as much fun as Changing Rooms are spot-on. This part is really the middle section of a trilogy, though, and it seems there’s plenty of desire to see it through to the end:
I’ve got your story up next on the reading launching pad and what little I’ve peeked at please take your time with it and I for one enjoy reading slow build ups. I want you to present the story as you planned and don’t leave anything out.
Given that the ending of The Hen Party is a fairly long private scene, I was wondering about whether it was the right material for the ASN Story Board at all, and I think it’s borderline. But then, I think readers will enjoy going along on the journey that Susan’s experiencing, and it can’t all be of the same format, even if it means delaying some of the titillation for a while.
The third part is in progress!
First Short Story Posted
StandardI’ve put my first short story up on Indian Outlaw’s “ASN Story Board”, a place for stories about “…Stripping, nudity, or ENF”. I’ve enjoyed reading a lot of the stories on the site and was really interested in the process of writing one.
My story has Susan, who has just exited from a relationship, trying to regain her sexual confidence. Of course, the ending is fairly predictable, given how the stories on that site always end up, but it was fun to play with that predictability. It’s like foreplay where you know where it’s all going to end, but anticipating the ending for as long as possible makes the journey just as important, if not more so… (Actually, in my mind, it’s definitely more so.)
I’m rather pleased with the responses the story has had, especially from some of the regulars on the site, and it’s encouraging me to continue it. My favourite, which modesty forbids… oh, the hell it does:
This was truly a great story that was a joy to read. PLEASE tell me that there will be more!! I can see sooo many possibilities now that Susan has experienced her awakening.
The story is called Changing Rooms and I’ll try wrapping it up as a free eBook soon, but in the meantime you can read it here.

