Exhibitionist Diary – Wednesday 6th February 2019

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The temperature’s improved, but it was Pilates day. I was full of energy when I got home so ended up staying up quite late reading all about exhibitionism on the Internet. (And, yes, looking at the pictures as well.) I found a group based in Chicago called Naked Girls Reading (https://nakedgirlsreading.com/) and I now have a new ambition in life. They got my hopes up when I saw some London events, but they were all years ago. I don’t know if I could concentrate on reading if I was standing naked in front of a room full of people either! I can’t concentrate that well on writing just thinking about it.

Exhibitionist Diary – Tuesday 5th February 2019

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It might be cold outside, but it’s warm at the start-up’s office! Long socks and short skirt and a sweater and no underwear whatsoever made me feel great for the day. While I was working I saw one of the guys kept looking at my legs so I fidgeted as much as I dared to let my skirt ride up my thigh. Not too high or I might end up showing a bit more than I’m ready for right now! Also I don’t really fancy him anyway.

It was quite a temperature contrast between indoor and out and in the lift when I came back from lunch I spotted a guy staring at my chest for a second before looking away and realised my nipples were so cold they were forming a perfect contour against my sweater! It was kind of a thrill, but only because he was so embarrassed when I noticed him looking. I even said something about it being cold outside and he mumbled a reply. Little did he know that it wasn’t just my nipples that were cold as despite my big coat the breeze had still somehow found a way up my skirt.

I was feeling pretty horny when I got home so I messaged Kieran, but didn’t get a reply for a couple of hours by which time I’d taken matters into my own hands (quite literally).

Exhibitionist Diary – Monday 4th February 2019

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I had lunch with Ha today and told her about the conference last Wednesday. Her eyes nearly popped out of her head when I told her that I’d not only shared a room with Jo but shared a bed with her! She said she was jealous of both of us and if I got a chance to go again she wanted to come along and she didn’t mind if all three of us had to sleep in the same bed. Then she apologised for making me blush and I hadn’t even realised it was that obvious.

I tried to probe her about what Kieran thought of me and she didn’t really say much, but she said he still liked me and she couldn’t work out why he hadn’t tried to sleep with me yet because she’d told him I had a great body. It made me blush again.

Exhibitionist Diary – Sunday 3rd February 2019

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Nothing happened. Again. I wonder what he’s waiting for now. Surely I’ve given him all the right signals? Although I guess wearing a thick jumper and big coat last night didn’t exactly invite him to explore my body.

I went to see my mum today to check her heating and everything was all okay, and she made a roast dinner whilst obvious trying to avoid the subject of “do I have a boyfriend yet” (“or a girlfriend. Either’s fine by me.” lol). She didn’t avoid it completely, of course, and I was evasive. I guess I’ll have to tell her at some point, if it lasts. But now I’m starting to wonder if Kieran’s really that keen anyway.

Exhibitionist Diary – Friday 1st February 2019

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It was far too cold to do anything but wrap up warm today, but the funny thing was I got told I looked nice by four different women in the office – including Jo! I had quite a nice dress on and leggings underneath. I guess I don’t just have to “bare some skin” to feel good.

I was pretty much itching to hang around in the nude when I got home, though, but it wasn’t anywhere near warm enough. It made me wonder if the novelty would ever wear off, though, if I was somehow nude all the time. It sort of sounds amazing, but maybe it would get boring?

Exhibitionist Diary – Wednesday 30th January

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I don’t know where to start. I had a dream that I was late getting up and Jo was already dressed and I had to go downstairs in my nightdress, and everyone else was at the conference wearing suits. We were talking to two guys and Jo put her arm around my waist, then then she slipped it under my nightdress and she was touching my skin and hoisting my nightdress up enough to expose me to everyone around! I suddenly felt incredibly horny and woke myself up, and then I realise Jo’s hand really was on my waist and she was still asleep! I didn’t know what to do as I lay there. Do I wake her up? Plus I was feeling as randy as anything and could do nothing about it.

Anyway, I shuffled a bit further away in the bed and she turned over and took her hand away. I was sort of disappointed it went, to be honest, as now I had to lay there and wallow in my own frustration.

In the morning I was woken up by the sound of Jo in the shower. I stayed in bed for another ten minutes and when she came out wrapped in a towel I went in. By the time I came out she was already dressed and putting on make-up and then I suddenly did something very brave and let the towel unravel from around me and dried my hair with it! My stomach was churning a bit as she sat there in her skirt and blouse with me almost next to her fully naked! All kinds of weird fantasies went through my mind, and then when she was ready she started talking to me about her plan for the day. I was still naked and left it for as long as possible to dig my clothes out and start getting dressed!

With Jo watching I had to put on underwear, of course, but it was a nice pair and I hoped she liked it. (I can’t believe I even think that.)

Anyway, the conference itself wasn’t that exciting, and of course as two women we found it easy to find people to talk to. I even flirted with a few older guys and accidentally let a blouse button stay undone.

Jo said I did pretty well anyway and she’d make sure she took me along to any others.

Exhibitionist Diary – Tuesday 29th January 2019

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I’ve got a few minutes to myself while Jo is out of the room, but today has gone a bit weird! I was at the start-up as usual, and I couldn’t really wear anything too daring as I was meeting Jo at the station later. And that was all fine and we had a nice chat on the train. Then we got to the hotel and checked into our room and it’s only a double bed instead of a twin! So I’m going from hardly knowing one of the company partners to sharing a bed with her in the space of one day… We’re going out to dinner soon anyway.


We had a pretty small dinner in a Japanese place, and Jo paid. She’s nice, but I think we both feel a bit weird about the sleeping arrangements. She’s apologised for it about a dozen times, but it’s the hotel’s fault and not hers. It’s a good job I wasn’t planning to sleep in the nude!

Jo’s in the bathroom at the moment so I took the opportunity to undress and get into bed with my laptop on my legs and… oh she’s coming out now. And I never thought I’d be live-blogging my boss walking around in her underwear. She looks pretty fit for a forty (maybe forty?) year-old.

Now she’s brushing her hair. Getting something out of her suitcase.

Hang on a sec she’s talking to me.

It was just chit-chat, but it was very distracting that she was getting undressed while she did it. And I wondered if a forty-year-old shaved her pubes and I guess the answer is yes, in this case.

She’s put on a dress now at least. I better finish here in case she sees the screen when she gets into bed.

Exhibitionist Diary – Monday 28th January 2019

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This is going to be a busy week! We’re going to travel to the hotel on Tuesday night, after I’m at the start-up, and then the conference is all day Wednesday. Then we come back in the evening, and on Thursday I’m at the PR company. I’ll miss Kieran on Tuesday, and Pilates on Wednesday. I’m not cut out for all this high-powered stuff!

Jo swung by my desk and said it was a good job it was me going and not one of the guys as all the hotel had left was a twin room! So not only do I have to work out what to wear, but I’ll be sharing with Jo. I’m a bit nervous about that, to be honest. She’s lovely and I still have a bit of a crush on her, but she’s a bit intimidating.