Exhibitionist Diary – Monday 7th September 2020

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Tonight was yet another of those really bizarre nights.

I had so much to do at work I was thinking of messaging Mel to say I couldn’t make it tonight again, because I’m going with Jo to meet Deborah’s company on Wednesday, but then she texted to say she had something else to do but could I come around at seven thirty instead. That was actually okay as it meant I could do another hour and a half of work before leaving.

So I got to her place, put my clothes in her mailbox and locked it and made my way up to the seventh floor. And I didn’t even think about whether I’d meet anyone, but it was encounter-free.

Mel also opened the door almost instantly and I went inside, slipped my shoes off, went into her front room and saw… Tim, sitting on a chair in the middle of the room, with another chair beside him, and Mel’s seat opposite. And Tim was entirely naked and semi-erect. At the sight of me his cock climbed upwards and bounced back and forth, and there was no way not to stare.

I looked at Mel because this was just so weird, to be there with a male co-worker and we were both naked, and Mel just said “I told we would have to resolve this and Tim agreed”. I notice I didn’t get to agree or disagree to this plan. And I asked the most stupid and obvious question: “Why’d Tim naked?”

Mel made a sort of snorting laugh and said did I think I was the only one that she had naked consultations with. She said she found people often revealed a lot when they had literally no way to hide.

So I sat beside Tim, thankfully not touching, with his cock pulsing just in my peripheral vision, and then Mel got us talking. She asked Tim quite frankly if he’d revealed anything about who I was, and he said no, and he never would have. And Mel was right that there’s something about being naked because I believed him.

From there it was just the weirdest kind of relationship counselling service you could imagine, except that we’re not in a relationship (except for at work), and we were both naked, which I’m sure isn’t normal.

I told Tim that I didn’t like it that he had a hold over me, because he knew so much about me. He said he didn’t feel like that, and he wouldn’t use anything. So Mel suggested that Tim could just share something about himself that would be equally as embarrassing if everyone knew about it, and Tim said that just being here was probably enough, and I know a lot about his relationship with Linda. Mel took out her phone and took a picture of Tim sitting there with his hard-on and said she’d send it to me and I said no, please don’t, and Tim laughed but I realise it was kind of heartless of me.

So it turned out that Tim does also quite fancy me, but also realises I’m his boss, and I’m not interested, and he really has started seeing someone so I needn’t worry.

We talked for maybe an hour, and apart from anything it was distracting seeing Tim’s erection flag, and then Mel would say something and it would bob back up again. But at the end of an hour I felt like we’d gotten through so much, and all was now resolved with Tim. It felt like we’d actually shared something and I said to Tim that if we weren’t, you know, naked, then I would hug him. Mel said that shouldn’t stop me, but even Tim said I’d better not, because his cock was really throbbing by then.

Mel said she’d stay and talk to Tim and I put my shoes on to leave. Tim was surprised when Mel opened the door and he had to ask where my clothes were. I explained they were in the mailbox down in the lobby, but I had the key. I realised then he probably thought I was very odd.

That was so weird but was such a good thing for Mel to set up.

Exhibitionist Diary – Saturday 5th September 2020

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I met Elise at a bar after work last night and she seemed a bit down and said she didn’t really want to go out, so I said we could have a quiet night in at my place. So we went back and ordered a takeaway and I asked her what was up. Well, it turned out that the landlords are selling the pub, and she has six weeks to find somewhere else to live, let alone some way to earn a living. She was really down as she said all she could think of was going back to France. There’s no way I was going to let that happen so I told her if the worst came to the worst she could stay here for a while, because I have a small spare room that I could put a bed in. She took a bit of persuading that I really meant it but she said she’d consider it in case nothing else came along.

Once she had that off her mind, and once we’d eaten, things lightened up a bit. She said she really liked my dress but I was making it too easy to get me out of it, so she’d make it harder for herself by unbuttoning it using chopsticks! It took forever and there was a lot of giggling and it pretty soon turned into kissing and we actually went to the bedroom and made love.

I woke up quite happy with her beside me, and it was early enough and she was sleeping so soundly that I left a note beside the bed and actually went to the park run. Mel said she was surprised to see me but I said I’d left Elise sleeping so thought I’d get a run in! It’s the first time I’ve seen Mel surprised by anything. Mel asked if I’d spoken to Tim, which I hadn’t, and she said he’d mentioned it too and she wanted to make sure we resolved things. I guess I’ll have to do something.

Elise was still there when I got home with pastries and after I’d showered we had breakfast (which I felt no need to dress for) and then made love again. I managed to keep her hanging around until almost lunchtime when she said she had to go to sort the pub out. I said I didn’t think she needed to if they were kicking her out, but she said it was still her job and she didn’t want to let people down.

It was a nice day and I actually forgot all the trouble with my naked identity not being quite so secret any more. I still don’t know what to do about that.

Exhibitionist Diary – Friday 4th September 2020

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I’ll have to try and put everything out of my mind and enjoy myself with Elise tonight. It’s actually cool for the time of year so on top of the long button-down dress (that I hope she’ll like) I have to wear a jacket again. I hope we get another warm spell before autumn sets in properly!

I messaged Mel to say I was worried about the photos on that site, and I still can’t help think that Tim might have something to do with identifying me. Who else would know? Mel said it sounded like Tim and I needed to have an open conversation about it, and she might be right but I’ll have to work out how to do that.

At least I remembered to tell Mel I wouldn’t be at the park run tomorrow. I mean, I might not be up late with Elise, but it’s easier to say I won’t be there and maybe make it than the other way around and have to face the consequences.

Exhibitionist Diary – Thursday 3rd September 2020

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Well things might be getting bad. I read Tim’s message today and there are a couple of new photos of me up on that naked website. But they’re not new photos of me naked, but photos of me from the company press release next to the old photos of me naked. It’s got my name and where I work and everything. At least it’s behind a password protected page so people can’t just stumble across it otherwise I’d be in real trouble. I’m worried, though.

Exhibitionist Diary – Sunday 29th August 2020

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Last night was so weird. Mel came around to my place and as it’s definitely feeling autumnal now insisted that I wear nothing but a jacket to Linda and Tim’s place. It wasn’t even a long jacket. Tim opened the door and looked straight down at my legs, and then as I took my jacket off he couldn’t help but look at everything else too.

Linda was already there, and already naked, and Gary was already annoying from the start, making comments about how great I looked and how lucky he was to have two naked women paying attention to him. Then during dinner he kept making eyes at Mel and started asking her about our relationship. Mel didn’t tell him much that anybody couldn’t have guessed, and certainly not about the sessions.

Anyway, afterwards we were sat in the front room, with me next to Tim on a sofa, Mel on an armchair and Gary on the other armchair with Linda sat across his lap, with Gary’s hands all over her. And that just seem to make him even bolder, and he started trying to get Mel to strip off too! I knew that would never happen and it was a big mistake.

Mel came back with she wouldn’t but why didn’t Gary, unless he was shy and didn’t have much to show. Linda started on that he was all muscle but he really didn’t have a lot down below. Gary complained, and Mel said he should either prove it or shut up. Linda teased him some more… and then Gary just burst into tears. It was so completely unexpected.

Linda ended up hugging him and telling him she was only teasing, but Mel wanted to know more, and then it became a kind of confessional, and I guess years of insecurity all just came out at once and we heard about past girlfriends and boys at school etc etc.

We left by eleven and Mel came back to my place, leaving Tim alone in the house with the pair of them. I needed a drink after that so Mel and I just sat around with some vodka I had in the freezer for another couple of hours just talking.

I woke up with a bit of hangover this morning, but mostly I was stunned by the whole experience.

Exhibitionist Diary – Saturday 29th August 2020

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I made sure I was at the park run this morning. The guy who’s already seen me running around in the nude was there again, and he came over and asked whether Mel or I knew anything about the video of the naked woman running the streets with her clothed friend that was on one of the local news websites! I came home and searched for it and there it was… I guess I’m kind of locally famous now, and I’m glad I don’t know many people around here.

I’m kind of dreading tonight with Linda and Gary, though. Mel’s coming to my place first and then we’ll go together. How did I get myself into this?