Christmas day was nice, with not much except eating, drinking and playing. And no serious questions either! I wonder if they’ve given up on me.

I’ve got today and tomorrow off, and then on Tuesday night Ha has invited me along to a party at Sarah and George’s. They’ve seen me naked a couple of times, but I imagine their friends haven’t!

I feel kind of sad now it’s nearly 2020 as this time last year I was seeing Kieran and we were a few days away from our first kiss. I have to admit I feel tempted to message him sometimes, just to get it out of my system.

Anyway, today’s been a day of recovering, tidying, and making plans for next year.