I still don’t know what to think about yesterday, and I don’t know who I can talk to about it. I’m too embarrassed to talk to Ha, especially since she was friends with Mel already, and apart from that there’s no-one else who knows enough about me.

I haven’t heard from Mel. I hope she isn’t expecting me to message her first because I wouldn’t know what to say. I mean: is this the start of some kind of relationship, or was it just a bit of fun? It’s all so new and strange to me.