Brian sent an e-mail around today saying that Jo was going to be off for a few days so if we needed anything then we should go to him, and then he e-mailed me to say could I make sure Rachel knew what she was doing. I didn’t even know what she should be doing so that took some investigative work, but it’s kind of fun looking after someone. It meant I didn’t leave the office until after six, though, because then I had to catch up on my own work.

It might snow tomorrow, apparently. March is a mad month for weather.

I’m back home now. Yesterday was more fun. We went out, but it was still freezing cold so I was wrapped up in plenty of layers. But we had fun as he peeled them off when we got home and this time I made him wait and we made dinner while I wore nothing but an apron (which wasn’t that sexy and felt kind of icky against my skin, and I dread to think the last time it was washed, but he kept patting my buttocks as I stood with the frying pan so that was okay).

At least this time the sex was worth it too because I was plenty turned on by the time I let him inside me. It was quite a thrill to be somewhere unfamiliar and still completely naked and I hope his flatmate goes away some more weekends.

I’m just sneaking this in while Kieran is in the shower… But anyway, my plans didn’t quite go as, erm, planned. It was still fun, just not quite what I’d hoped.

So I got to Kieran’s and we were wrapped around each other as soon as we got in the hallway, and I said that since I was naked in my flat all the time, and now we were in his flat I think it was his turn. And I wouldn’t let him take anything off me while I undid his shirt buttons, and then his trousers and everything else. And he was as rock hard as I’ve ever seen him and I could feel his cock throbbing against my stomach, even through my blouse.

But I had this idea of teasing him and keeping him naked for as long as possible, but it was pretty obvious that I wasn’t going to get any further into the flat while he was like that. And of course I was wearing a short skirt and those long socks I know he likes and of course spontaneous sex is so much easier then, if you’re not wearing underwear. I call it sex, but it lasted about thirty seconds for me, and was distinctly unsatisfying. He said sorry, but then it was obvious he was so embarrassed about being naked that he started getting dressed again. That kind of ruined the plan.

At least it’s a differently hallway to have sex in, I suppose, but I guess turning the tables isn’t something that’s going to work out. Plus now that he’d “had his way” he wasn’t interested in stripping me out of my work clothes for another couple of hours either.

We had a nice evening together, but it wasn’t as much fun as sometimes.

I’m writing this from the office (sneakily) because I’m off to Kieran’s later, but it’s been a bit of a drama. I was in the ladies toilet and I knew whoever was in the cubicle was crying but didn’t want to say anything, but when I was back at my desk I saw Jo came out with puffy eyes and go back to her office.

I know Jo’s one of the bosses and everything and it’s none of my business but I went to her office and knocked on the door and when I went in she did her best to look cheerful but her face was all down and her eyes were red and just sort of staring. I said I just wanted to check she was okay because I could tell something was up so if she wanted to talk to someone about it then we could go out or something, and she just burst into tears. I didn’t know what to do and she said something about people being nice to her made her even more upset, but not to worry about it and she was fine. She didn’t look fine. I guess she doesn’t want to tell me but I said if she changed her mind then me or anyone else would be happy to help her out for all the things she’s done for us, and to be honest she sort of looked better for actually crying properly but it almost made me cry to see it.

Anyway, I knew when to leave but I couldn’t think of anything else when I got back, and I e-mailed Ha and Helen to tell them about it all and they said I’d done a good thing and as long as she knew we were looking out for her then maybe that would help. I’m not sure it is, really, so hopefully she’s got other friends to help her with whatever’s happening. I wonder if someone’s died or something.

Now I have to get my head back in gear to see Kieran later. I have plans!