Ha asked me if I’d had a nice evening at Pilates and I said no, not really, and I should have gone out with her instead. I wish I had now. It left me feeling a bit sad today that I haven’t done anything at all for my birthday.

Ha said she would take me out tomorrow night for sure now, and I shouldn’t even try and get out of it. I feel like it might be too late to change my mood but it’s easier to go along with her than to fight it.