Work today felt far too normal. I wanted to tell everyone that last night I did a strip dance in front of a room full of strangers. But I couldn’t even tell Ha.
And then Mel sent me a message saying I had lots of work to catch up on at her place, but it couldn’t be tonight. It’s not too bad as the tax year is coming to an end so I can wrap most of it up next week in one go. But she did say that I’d done so well last night I could masturbate if I liked, but only once.
When I got home I had a reply from ENFBoyfriend. I’m not sure I want to enter into correspondence with someone so I’ll have to be careful about replying, but I don’t want to be rude either. He told me again how we liked my pictures and asked if I was going to be posting any more, and hinted that he was really good at keeping a secret, which I guess was his way of asking for some private photos (which is not happening!).
Then he told me that he had a girlfriend called Linda who used to spend all her time naked with him, and he said it was really great, and it wasn’t even all about having sex, and it’s a shame they split up but they’re still friends and there have been a couple of times when he’s turned up at her place and she’s been nude. So that all sounds weird now: to still hang around nude with your ex! I wonder if he’s really over her. I must resist being nosey because I don’t want to feel like I’m leading the guy on as the next thing I know he’ll ask to meet me in real life. Or worst case he’s a stalker and somehow works out where I live, because I’m sure there are enough clues.
Funnily enough, I wasn’t really in a mood to masturbate when I went to bed, but if tonight’s my only chance then I thought I had to. It wasn’t very satisfying.