I’m meeting Ana and Mark at the Belarusian embassy at six o’clock! I decided to pull out all the stops so brought a dress into work to change into. It’s a short and sleek thing with a zip up the side and thin straps, and nice heels, and if they’re paying any attention at all it’ll be blindingly obvious that I’ll have nothing on underneath.
I’m really nervous actually, because now I have some idea of what might happen I don’t really know how to act. Because what if that was a one-off? And what if they think I didn’t enjoy it, because I haven’t really said anything, so they don’t even try it again? I don’t want to embarrass myself by telling them how much I enjoyed it.