I’m starting to feel the frustration building up from Mel’s regime of abstinence. I know what she’s doing: getting me so worked up that the only way I can possibly get any release is to do as she says. And dammit if I’d held out for longer the last time perhaps she wouldn’t just use the same trick again!

I’ve actually looked at the photos too, and it’s really weird to see yourself in bondage. But Mel’s right that I’ve toned up a bit, and also that there’s still more work to do before the end of March.