I tried to put all of my frustration into Pilates, but there’s only so much it can take. It’s getting to the point where I’m obsessing about how I’m going to get myself out of this hole that Mel has put me in so much that I’m barely thinking about anything else.

I actually wondered if prancing around in the nude would tempt Russel and Alison to make an advance towards me, but then if they were going to do that they would have done already. And they had their curtains closed this evening so it didn’t even work, and it didn’t make me feel any better either. There’s a naked body here that’s begging to be touched and no-one’s taking me up on the offer!