I turned down all offers of drinks and evenings out today and said I was meeting other friends. Although I couldn’t lie to Ha and just said I’d had a busy few weeks and needed some time to recoup, which is the truth.

So I’m sitting here in the nude, not really getting a kick out of it at all, surfing the web and trying to get turned on by erotic stories. It’s not really working so I think it’s an early night.