Ha asked me what was up today. I said nothing, and she said “okay, but I don’t believe you”. I explained I was just stuck in a bit of a rut, which is true, but it’s obviously not the main reason. I think she knows that but I just don’t want to explain it to her, and I don’t really know what there is to explain: I had a silly crush on a girl who I think also likes to get naked like me, and it turns out that both of us are into guys really? That doesn’t make any sense.