Last night doesn’t feel fair: I’ve got all the aching muscles, and had none of the fun of the previous week! I’m still really confused by everything, and now I’m wondering if Mel just took pity on me that one time and thought I’d enjoy it, but doesn’t really like me enough to lead me on. To be honest, I’m not even sure if she’s into guys or girls or both or neither. I’ve decided I’ll just have to stop worrying about it (although I can’t stop thinking about it) and see what happens.

Also, I still haven’t thought of a dare for Ellie. I need to push her limits, but if I push too hard she might just chicken out.