I’m meeting Ellie after work, heading over to a pub near her. I better not drink too much if I want to do the park run tomorrow, but I’m quite excited at seeing her again. Since this week seems to have decided to be the week I become a lesbian (although I’m still not sure about that!) I almost feel like this is a date night. And as soon as I think that I get butterflies in my stomach, because what if I think it is but Ellie doesn’t? Or what if I act like it is but it’s just a phase I’m going through?

Confusion reigns in the mind of Kate.