The temperature’s improved, but it was Pilates day. I was full of energy when I got home so ended up staying up quite late reading all about exhibitionism on the Internet. (And, yes, looking at the pictures as well.) I found a group based in Chicago called Naked Girls Reading (https://nakedgirlsreading.com/) and I now have a new ambition in life. They got my hopes up when I saw some London events, but they were all years ago. I don’t know if I could concentrate on reading if I was standing naked in front of a room full of people either! I can’t concentrate that well on writing just thinking about it.

It might be cold outside, but it’s warm at the start-up’s office! Long socks and short skirt and a sweater and no underwear whatsoever made me feel great for the day. While I was working I saw one of the guys kept looking at my legs so I fidgeted as much as I dared to let my skirt ride up my thigh. Not too high or I might end up showing a bit more than I’m ready for right now! Also I don’t really fancy him anyway.

It was quite a temperature contrast between indoor and out and in the lift when I came back from lunch I spotted a guy staring at my chest for a second before looking away and realised my nipples were so cold they were forming a perfect contour against my sweater! It was kind of a thrill, but only because he was so embarrassed when I noticed him looking. I even said something about it being cold outside and he mumbled a reply. Little did he know that it wasn’t just my nipples that were cold as despite my big coat the breeze had still somehow found a way up my skirt.

I was feeling pretty horny when I got home so I messaged Kieran, but didn’t get a reply for a couple of hours by which time I’d taken matters into my own hands (quite literally).

I had lunch with Ha today and told her about the conference last Wednesday. Her eyes nearly popped out of her head when I told her that I’d not only shared a room with Jo but shared a bed with her! She said she was jealous of both of us and if I got a chance to go again she wanted to come along and she didn’t mind if all three of us had to sleep in the same bed. Then she apologised for making me blush and I hadn’t even realised it was that obvious.

I tried to probe her about what Kieran thought of me and she didn’t really say much, but she said he still liked me and she couldn’t work out why he hadn’t tried to sleep with me yet because she’d told him I had a great body. It made me blush again.

Nothing happened. Again. I wonder what he’s waiting for now. Surely I’ve given him all the right signals? Although I guess wearing a thick jumper and big coat last night didn’t exactly invite him to explore my body.

I went to see my mum today to check her heating and everything was all okay, and she made a roast dinner whilst obvious trying to avoid the subject of “do I have a boyfriend yet” (“or a girlfriend. Either’s fine by me.” lol). She didn’t avoid it completely, of course, and I was evasive. I guess I’ll have to tell her at some point, if it lasts. But now I’m starting to wonder if Kieran’s really that keen anyway.

I’m seeing Kieran later. It’s trying to snow outside, but only the really light stuff that doesn’t settle but just sticks to clothes and gets them all damp. It’s going to mean a lot of layers! Hardly a good start to a possible night of passion. I’m wearing my sexy underwear just in case.